Twilight Personality Test:
[Thursday, Oct. 08, 2009] -
Oh-kay... I actually saw that coming.
But I wish there had been more choices for every "question", like for "You had the worst day of your life", and about what I do in those grim times. I wanted to say, "Sometimes I lock myself in my room and cry, or drive to a deserted place, scream the best I can, and then write in my diary and sketch a bit until I feel better"... or, "I try to find something that lessens the pain, such as thinking about the good things".
There is always something good, something to be glad for.
Oh, and yeah. I'm alive, just extremely busy. This is possibly the busiest I've been in my entire life. I miss my silence and solitude, the time I used to read books, work on my little projects, and to write and draw; but I believe I can get used to this new rhythm. However, sometimes I wish I had zero social life again. But that is probably a selfish thing to say, right? I just need to adjust to the new "social" activity.
If you're wondering how I've been feeling about the loss of my baby kittens...
I still miss them. You can't imagine how much. Like a mom misses her children. I can almost understand it now, and I don't think I'll get over it anytime soon.
I remember them every so often, and I wish they were still around. But I can't do anything about it anymore. I just have to move on.
